again

this blog was titled "bounce back"...but i never did bounce back.

it's been 8 months since i started this blog, and i only had 1 entry. it feels different, i feel lost.

i'm a first timer again, and now i am not even sure if i can keep doing this.

i often tell my self i wanna do this, as this is my therapy being away from home and my boys, this helps me a lot to be not lonely.

blogging has been my best bud ever since, it became my sounding board, i pour out my heart on it, and i don't really care if no one reads or follow my posts.

i don't really promise to be consistent, but i think i wanna do this...yeah, i wanna do this again.

i am bouncing back, since i have no one to share my thoughts at night, i have no one to listen too as well when i arrive home.

let's take this nice and slow.

yeah...i am bouncing back.

venue

it's been a while since i last blogged, but it feels like ages already. didn't have the chance to post and vent out my heart -- at least on moments that i feel like this is my best buddy in the world.

where were you when i needed a sounding board? where were you when i'm about to explode?

then i realized, it was i who stepped backward and didn't engage.

now that i am back (literally even to my old job), this can be a good start for us.

bear with me once again, and just listen.

for the nth season :-)